A blog about words, meaning-making, and impact.


Quote of the Day

"Substitute 'damn' every time you're inclined to write 'very;' your editor will delete it and the writing will be just as it should be." - Mark Twain

Quote of the Day - Forget Yourself

"Develop interest in life as you see it, in people, things, literature, music - the world is so rich, simply throbbing with rich treasures, beautiful souls and interesting people. Forget yourself." - Henry Miller

Quote of the Day - Rumi - Prayer

"Today, like every other day, we wake up empty and frightened. Don't open the door to the study and begin reading. Take down a musical instrument. Let the beauty we love be what we do. There are hundreds of ways to kneel and kiss the ground." - Rumi

Quote of the Day

"Drink your tea slowly and reverently, as if it is the axis on which the world earth revolves - slowly, evenly, without rushing toward the future. Live the actual moment." - Thich Nhat Hanh

My Vegetarian Anniversary

9 years vegetarian today.
The past couple years of this journey have seen its challenges (in my cravings for seafood, in my attempts to be healthy, and in my very unsuccessful attempts to lose weight), but becoming vegetarian has been one of the best decisions of my life. I am passionate about it. I believe it is the right choice for me and this life of mine.
I cut meat from my diet "cold turkey" 9 years ago, but I am now taking a new journey toward a more plant-based diet (less dairy, less alcohol, less caffeine, more veggies, more fruits, more legumes, more water, etc.). This change is not happening over night like it did 9 years ago, and I think it has been in the works for years. Now, I am starting to put more into action and am feeling the positive differences. I hope for long-term changes. It is requiring a change of spirit as well. I know I will be successful because I am practicing being more kind to myself, I expect relapses, I know it won't be perfect, I know it will take a long time, I am challenging destructive thoughts, I am not giving up, I am not making excuses (often), and when I have some money I would like to get professional help as well --- see a nutritionist, a therapist, an athletic trainer, whoever --- to help me on this journey toward greater health and well-being. I love this life, and I feel I will be happier, more energized, more able to give and receive and will be a better daughter, sister, partner, therapist.
Here are some of the baby steps, or "micromovements" as an author once inspired me to call them, that I have taken:
- The first thing I fuel my body with in the morning is water (no lemon, no tea, no coffee).
- I have been posting daily quotes on facebook and my blog (something I love)
- Chris and I have been enjoying fruit smoothies almost every morning for several weeks now. I have swapped out the OJ for water, removed the yogurt, and added spinach and tomatoes to mine.
- Chris and I joined a gym
- We're trying new recipes
- I've added more veggies to my meals and eat more raw food (loving carrots right now!)
- I've reduced the amount of cheese i'm eating
- I eat out a lot less and am avoiding eating at work as often as possible.
- before starting my shift at the restaurant, I sit and write or reflect on how i'm not going to complain and how I am excited to be there and need the money.
- I'm leaving little poems from a little book I have in public places hoping they will make a stranger's day (something I used to do 5 years ago).
- at practicum, I'm not sitting and staring, i'm taking action. Tackling paperwork i'd rather do at home. I'm moving more. Packing healthy lunches.
- i'm tackling the to-do list items that I want to put off
- prepping the coffee pot and setting out work clothes the night before
- snoozing less
- started the 22 Minute Hard Corps workout program by BeachBody
- using the library
- less Netflix, reading more
- making sure to play with the kittens to help them burn calories too :)
- I haven't stopped at the gas station for snacks in weeks
- reducing how often I go out for coffee
- Choosing salads and fruit more often when I do go out to eat
- stopped using coffee creamer
- looking at nutritional labels.
- watching documentaries for inspiration
- doing research. educating myself.
I have still enjoyed ice cream, gone out to eat with Chris, binged, missed a workout, and so forth. The difference is that I expect this, I accept it, and I am continuing to making more and more healthier and happier choices! I feel the changes in my spirit and body already!

Quote of the Day - on observation

"There is no reality in the absence of observation." - The Copenhagen Interpretation of Quantum Mechanics

Quote of the Day - listening

"Listening is loving." - from the movie Hector and the Search for Happiness
Hector, a psychiatrist, is complimented by a dying woman for his gift of listening.

Quote of the Day - Becoming Wise

"We don't receive wisdom; we must discover it for ourselves after a journey that no one can take for us or spare us." - Marcel Proust 

Quote of the Day

"You may choose your word like a connoisseur,
          And polish it up with art,
          But the word that sways, and stirs, and stays,
          is the word that comes from the heart."

                             - Ella Wheeler Wilcox


Quote of the Day

"If you are resolutely determined to make a lawyer of yourself, the thing is more than half done already." - Abraham Lincoln


Quote of the Day - Zen

"Zen does not confuse spirituality with thinking about God while one is peeling potatoes. Zen spirituality is just to peel the potatoes." - Alan Watts

Quote of the Day - what it means to be spiritual

"So it is not religion, orthodoxy, outer forms, or a certain kind of life which means spiritual life: it is to be conscious of the spirit that makes on spiritual." - Hazrat Inayat Khan

Quote of the Day - Man's task

"Man's task is to become conscious of the contents that press upward from the unconscious." - Carl Gustav Jung

Quote of the Day - Paying Attention

"It's all about paying attention...Attention is vitality. It connects you with others." - Susan Sontag

Quote of the Day - Belief in God?

"I don't know whether I believe in God or not. I think, really, I'm some sort of Buddhist. But the essential thing is to put oneself in a frame of mind which is close to that of prayer." - Henri Matisse

La Desserte rouge, Henri Matisse

La danse, Henri Matisse

Quote of the Day

"An intense love of solitude, distaste for involvement in worldly affairs, persistence in knowing the Self and awareness of the goal of knowing - all this is called true knowledge." - The Bhagavad Gita

(from an old quote calendar that I received for Christmas several years ago)

Quote of the Day - Truth in Dreams

"Yet it is in our idleness, in our dreams, that the submerged truth sometimes comes to the top." - Virginia Woolf

Quote of the Day - Eckhart

"And a man shall be free, and as pure as the day prior to his conception in his mother's womb, when he has nothing, wants nothing, and knows nothing." - Meister Eckhart

New Year Resolutions - Veganism

These words are helping me decide what is the best way for me to become vegan:

http://www.vegan.com/resolutions/

I have also recently watched the following documentaries for inspiration and motivation:

Food Matters
Food Choices
Minimalism



Quote of the Day - Thoreau

"Take long walks in stormy weather or through deep snows in the fields and woods, if you would keep your spirits up. Deal with brute nature. Be cold and hungry and weary." - Henry David Thoreau